So, I'm taking a "Sick Day". I hardly ever get sick, so this will be my only confession; I'm not really that sick, but I want to just have another day off of work before I go back.

I mean, seriously; I work my tail off every day, and every day more, but it seems like I never get a day off to myself. I'm always worrying about work and less about what I need to do for myself. It's kind of soul-sucking. But then again, the timing could've been better, but I was already late today, so I needed a better reasoning than just being late. I couldn't even muster up the courage to make the decision myself.

That's right, I flipped a coin and won. Or lost, depending on how you look at it. I think I need a longer vacation than the one I have at this juncture.

Bah. No point in taking myself apart if I can't put myself back together in a day. Maybe there's more to me than I think, or I've become so rusty at self-awareness that it doesn't even matter anymore. Wait... there's a contradictory idea in that sentence somewhere... How can I be self-unaware if I am not unaware of my lack of understanding? Doesn't that just mean that I have things to learn?

Whelp, I'm going to go lay down; I think I'm actually getting sick like I said.

Peace